Soooooooo

So where to begin....

Well i invited a girl over to mine, more specifically the girl i broke up with a few months ago. We've tried to stay friends and it was alright for a while.. but the first time she came round things spiralled out of control and.. (actually i'll leave it at that).

Hence the need for her to come round again.... i wanted to make things better between us, to prove that we can just hang out as two friends and have a laugh. I mean we're able to talk to each other about anything, and to be honest, the thought of not being able to spend time in the same room as her scares me.

I tried as much as i could to resisit doing anything. We ordered food, watched a silly movie, froze to death in this horrible little flat.... but it was all in vain

I kissed her

I couldnt help it

I fought the urge for aslong as i could and now shes gone to work and probably never coming back...

Yet again another bright idea...