An apology, but with news..

ok firstly, let me just apologie for not posting in quite a while...to be honest, ive been quite side tracked these past few dyas with, well, everything...

wednesday

This began with a trip to school for revision...(crazy i know as were off atm but still) if anyone takes chemistry thats reading this, then they'll understand, but the events that follwed were alot more interesting.

To begin with a trip to a local sandwich shop, were me and one of my closest friends (g) ate curly fries and garlic mayo :)

Then a picnic :O

I remember when i was a child going on picnic's with family, and completely forgotten what good fun they are. In fairness there were a few differences, for example i was able to drink, comapred to being about 7, helped me stop thinking about a current issue for a second though. although the weather wasnt very nice for us, we went to one of our houses and enjoyed sitting on a rug in the living room, watching the disney channel and a nice film, p.s. (Peanut butter and strawberry jam sandwiches are amazing! :D)

Later on that day, me and a friend were walking to mine when we met my brother and his friend, needless to say all of our childish instincts took over, and we ended up playing a rather interesting version of the game curby (not the little pink jigglypuff looking thing).


Thursday

Not alot to put for thursday, but one main thing..

I couldnt stop thinking about her. this isnt the only day this has happened either, its been all week, infact longer than that, all my thoughts have been about her. we're not on the best terms at the moment, and compared to everything else in my life, that scares me the most! if i were to lose her, it would be like taking away light from heaven..so if she's reading this, you have no idea how much i care about you..

Friday (Today)

I keep thinking my parents will find out about it, they keep questioning why im wearing what i am, if only they knew what was going through my head at the moment then maybe they'd understand why im doing this..

x